breathe slowly

My dad was never in my life growing up. I only saw him on saturday and sunday when I was little because of his work schedule. My parents got a divorce so, of course I went with my mom. I see my dad once a week. He just canceled on me. Way to step up to the plate of being a parent. He doesn’t even pay my child support. My grandpa does. To add to all of this, my mom is never even at home. She’s usually at work. The times when she’s off, she’s out with her friends. I barely see my parents.

I could be kidnapped or even dead, and no one would know.

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me and my sister look nothing alike. how are we related?
sdofihajdsghsadfg, can i just look like her instead?

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[Flash 10 is required to watch video]

I have so much shit to do today.

Write an outline for a speech.
Edit it.
Revise it.
Make a Powerpoint for the speech.
Make notecards to read off of.
Clean.
Do laundry.

All I want to do right now is tan because it’s sooo nice outside. I’m too scared because my neighborhood is full of old people and across the street from me, there’s a house with 4 boys. Plus, the 13 year old has a shit load of his little friends over and they’re in the front yard playing basketball. I hope they can’t see in my house. I’m walking around in my swimsuit..YOLO.

#whitegirlproblems

..i want to smoke my hookah too.. WAAAH!　

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I’m gonna try to be a better person. In June, I’m gonna run a 5k with my sister in Chicago. It’s a paint run (every half mile they throw a different color paint on you so you’re a rainbow when it’s done) so it’ll be fun. I’m gonna volunteer with her at this baseball fundraiser, and I’m going to try to be social again. I’m gonna actually try in school for the last 15 days. I don’t want to go back into that damn depression, so I need to do everything I can to keep myself busy and occupied.

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